Friday, October 31, 2008

9

Your past is still such a
mystery to me. There is
just so much I don't
know. But I want to find
out, I really do. I love
you.

8

I've learnt so much
about myself with you.
I now know who I am
and what my faults
are because of you.
The best part is that
even though you know
me better than
anyone, you love me.
For that and so much
more, I love you too.

7

Being told that you're
loved really is the best
feeling. It's weird to be
so important in
another's life, but I like
it. I love you.

6

It's strange watching
you with other people,
you put on this facade.
I'm sure there is none
between us, I trust you
so completely. I love
you.

5

I love the compliments
you give me, they
really do put me on a
cloud. I think that
between us we have a
staggering number of
parallels, and our
differences
complement rather
than cause conflict. I
love you

4

You would miss me if I
left you, but I would
never leave you. I
cannot imagine my
future without you. I
love you.

3

The more I think about
it, the less I want you
to go next year. It's
bad enough when
you're sick for a day,
but only seeing you
three days per week?
I don't know what I'll
do. I love you.

2

Tomorrow will be a good
day. You are my star. I
would not hesitate to
live with you, and she
set me a place? I am
youched. I love you.

1

I can't wait to see you
tomorrow. And today!
Your caring and
sympathy really were
so touching. I love you.

Friday, October 17, 2008

out of order

I hope I wasn't
too forward
tonight,
sometimes I just
can't help it. I
wonder if I'm
jealous. I suppose
I can get
possessive but
it's only because I
love you. I think
that I'm your
confidante and
your number one,
but until the
three of us are
together then I
won't know for
sure, there will
still be the
question of her. I
think that I've
shown you that I
love you. I hope
so because I
really do.

25th S

I worry that
tomorrow is
going to be awful
for you. I'll have
to be so gentle
with you. I hope
that my company
won't drain you,
that's the last
thing I want.
Even so, I can't
wait to see you. I
know that I'm
being purely
selfish but I've
missed you. I love
you.

out of order

You should see
me, I'm smiling
like it's nobody's
business. I feared
for the worst
this afternoon.
But yet again you
pull through and
do the simplest,
yet sweetest
thing. I love you
so much. I wish I
could just hug
you right now, or
we could lean, I
love that. I can't
wait to see you. I
love and miss
you.

4th O

I just cannot
thank you enough
for the past few
days. I don't
know anyone else
who would listen
and actually
come and help
and bring lunch
and stay with me.
It is so much
easier knowing
that you're with
me. I love you.

out of order

Thankyou for
being there for
me. You really
are the sweetest
person and the
best friend I
could ask for. I
love you.

1st O

I'm really lonely.
In a way, being
with you has
alienated me
from them. This
is fine, but I need
company. I miss
people even if I
don't form deep
connections. I
want to see you
tomorrow or
Friday. I miss you.
I love you.

29th

I know I've
missed three
nights, but I've
spent them with
you. I've had a
great time, your
family are
wonderful and so
welcoming. I
really felt at
home. I loved the
way you joked
about me moving
in and how you
said that it's
going to be weird
without me. I
have to say,
living with you
gave me the
opportunity to
see how beautiful
you are in the
most unflattering
situations. My
attachment to
you goes beyond
friendship. I have
a dependency on
you that I haven't
had before. It's
funny, but I miss
you. I can't wait
to see you again.
I love you.

23rd S

I actually might
explode if I don't
see you soon. I
miss you, but it's
a different kind
of missing from
when you went
away. I just want
to get back to
you. I'm glad you
liked the pen. I
love you.

20th S

I hope you're
alright. I know
that if I were
in the city I'd
practically be
living with you,
maybe that's why
you say you miss
me so much. I
love you.

out of order

I miss you, It just
irritates me that
we can't be
together. I can't
wait to see you.
Our next hug is
what I'm looking
forward to
most, just sitting
together or
leaning. I love
you.

22nd S

Tonight was nice.
We're both good
at subtle
compliments
which ends up
making us both
feel a bit better.
I can't wait until
you get the pen
or until Friday! I
love you so so
much.